Wednesday
December 29 '04

20:23 - please follow the link and send me a nice christmas present
http://www.tech4free.com/default.aspx?ref=330844

hoax? or not? i dont care. i want that ipod. lol

addendum: it sounds pretty hoaxy to me now. and i need to reside in the US. hmm.

Tuesday
December 28 '04

15:57 - correction
maybe i was wrong when i said i'd love you forever.

i cant. forever is not mine to promise.

what i mean was that i'd love you for as long as i live.

Thursday
December 23 '04

12:17 - last christmas i gave you my heart
maybe it's time i should forget you and move on.

then again it's what i've been telling myself for the past year.

i know you'll tell me to look to God for strength and support and that He is all i need.

i am doing so. i don't think i can forget you though. perhaps the only way out is to have a normalised friendship. which seems very impossible.

i wish i knew what to do. or what i can do. cos this is killing me slowly...

Sunday
December 19 '04

22:37 - spidey spidey spidey
bak kut teh. spiderman comics. chocolate cakes. milk tea. south park. psychic south park. ali g. borat the kazakhstani singing the kazakhstan national anthem before a baseball game. indian rojak. fish porridge. authentic fried carrot cakes. sp manufactured lemon and calamansi. pilfered tiger beer glass mug. more pilfered tiger beer glass mug. hot girls in mini skirt. hot vj girl. image of superimposed pal with childhood crush. image stuck in my head of kelvin licking a delicious looking everlasting gobstopper-on-lolipop. more spiderman comics. webcammed videos of amos being busted by 3 mean looking 180++cm dudes. webcammed videos of amos with a gun to his head and laughing like santa claus. jon publicly practising muey thai moves on amos(with protective headgear of cos). pissing the whole of 157 on our way to kelvin's house by loudly laughing about ali g and borat. endless thoughts of me being a hum sup lou. nice few moments spent with sharon after almost a year's absence. only to learn about her fly off to US of A the next day.

US of A being the very place i'd like to be for various reasons.

all of those above are enough to convince me otherwise. that an afternoon of endless laughters in a holed up apartment in the western part of singapore is more than i could ask for.

Saturday
December 18 '04

14:27 - rain rain go away
went to visit my pri sch chinese teacher yesterday. she's doing great as the principal of this chinese tuition agency. had sakae sushi for lunch which was rather good. saw mr yit and mr ho at causeway point which is really really suprising. and they all waved at me! laughs. it's nice to actually have teachers who bothers about students. primary purpose of my visit though was to enlist her help finding a teaching job at my primary school, after school B decided to go for more experienced teachers.

it doesn't sound half nice to say i got my job through pulling strings, but heck. it's something i really want to do and i will be doing anyway. so i hope this will be good practice.

after that XR suggested teaching at school X. okay more like i kiddingly suggested teaching at school X cos his sister works there. this is due to school X being an all girl's school. well, seems that her sister asked whether im interested for a job there. haha. opportunities abound!

this sounds so darn disjointed. must be the rain. have not been playing ball for a long time.

Wednesday
December 15 '04

00:26 - i will be expecting a house arrest from the gahmen soon
i was pretty ambivalent towards the fact that ratherharmless was hacked into(or did JQ forget to pay?)

first it means those who read my blog wont know where to go now, cept for those who do know my other journal.

on a brighter note that means i could get a new domain with kelvin and jon and the rest of the ppl who blog. it'll just be really fun. (addendum: we decided it will be named evilempire.org)

then lo and behold it's back! ahaha. oh well.

one thing i realised is that i could never control how things work out. i could plan and devise alternatives to situations - but somehow the situation will just unravel and solve by itself; most of the time leaving my plans in cold storage.

same thing for the job search. it's a choice between selling hp's and relief teaching. now both seem to be heading nowhere(actually it's confirmed that im a dismal reject of the education nazis). hopes rest on being a communicative device peddlar.

oh another thing i learnt from this? im gonna home school my kids! all of them. yes! and im gonna set up a home schooling agency thereby wrecking MOE's monopoly. X-inefficiency!

Saturday
December 4 '04

14:33 - sajc prom night 2004 - a walk to remember

photos. more later.

5 dec. 8:51am : the greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.

i think the greatest thing that i've learnt is to keep loving you even when there's no return.

5 dec. 6:09pm : kelvin david please download this. ;)

6 dec. 7:55am : i'm leaving these shores for that across the causeway. i'll be at some unknown tourist spot at malaysia for my church camp (location not disclosed for security reasons. i.e revenge of the terrorists)

the church camp will be from 6th to 10th dec. wont be bringing my phone so please don't attempt to call me. so till then do take care of yourselves and God bless!

6 dec. 8:12 : why on earth would u leave your lava lamp on the stove?

- let's go back in time -